My family... my life

All of you are everything to me..
You gave me love... strength.. direction..

Thank you for loving me and be there for me..

I love you..

I thank Allah for giving me the chance to love all of you with all my heart.

Thank You Allah (Maher Zain)

I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
further and further away from you

Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank you with every breath I take

الحمد لله الحمد لله
All praises just to Allah

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud
to see the truth
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And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that's when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you

الحمد لله
All praises just to Allah

Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
indeed you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank you for bringing me home

الحمد لله
All praises just to Allah....

ramadhan is here again...

time for another reflection... and action...
have we done enought for ourselves??
for our loved ones??

ramadhan al mubarak!

my princess

my princess.. luv u lots!! 

the rest of my life..

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

16 feb

my legs swell again.. my dearest hubby sent me to the hospital .. i was given steroid to improve the condition.. thank you allah.. i was not warded.. thank you for granting my prayers..

i have thanked my hubby for all his kindness all this while.. for all his patience on my sometimes unreasonable antics... and thank you for his undying love..

'Sesungguhnya apabila seorang suami memandang isterinya, dan isterinya membalas pandangan itu dengan penuh kasih dan cinta, maka Allah memandang mereka dengan pandangan kasih mesra, dan jika si suami membelai tangan isterinya, maka dosa mereka jatuh berguguran di celah-celah jari tangan mereka' ~ sabda baginda Rasulullah SAW

12 feb

what a relief.. the initial blood test clears all doubts.. i have no other symptoms other that lesions on the lower legs. the doc feel safe to let me out of the ward.. however, i will need to wait for the other blood test results.. the skin biopsy and renal test. please.. GOD.. make me well! hopefully nothing serious..

i was diagnose as having 'henoch schonlein purpura'. never heard of this.. its actually an inflammation of the blood vessels or systemic vasculitis.. other symptoms associated with the joint pains, abdominal pains.. some even kidney involvement. the main cause is unknown, but to some it may occur after some viral or bacterial infections.

now i'm waiting for the results.. feeling apprehensive to see the dermatologist..

so far.. most of my prayers were answered.. thank you ALLAH.. alhamdullillah for providing a safe journey for me.. so far..