Thank You Allah (Maher Zain)

I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
further and further away from you

Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank you with every breath I take

الحمد لله الحمد لله
All praises just to Allah

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud
to see the truth
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And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that's when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you

الحمد لله
All praises just to Allah

Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
indeed you give me hope

O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank you for all the things that you've done
You've done for me through all my years I've been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank you for bringing me home

الحمد لله
All praises just to Allah....

ramadhan is here again...

time for another reflection... and action...
have we done enought for ourselves??
for our loved ones??

ramadhan al mubarak!

my princess

my princess.. luv u lots!! 

the rest of my life..

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you. loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I I`ll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

16 feb

my legs swell again.. my dearest hubby sent me to the hospital .. i was given steroid to improve the condition.. thank you allah.. i was not warded.. thank you for granting my prayers..

i have thanked my hubby for all his kindness all this while.. for all his patience on my sometimes unreasonable antics... and thank you for his undying love..

'Sesungguhnya apabila seorang suami memandang isterinya, dan isterinya membalas pandangan itu dengan penuh kasih dan cinta, maka Allah memandang mereka dengan pandangan kasih mesra, dan jika si suami membelai tangan isterinya, maka dosa mereka jatuh berguguran di celah-celah jari tangan mereka' ~ sabda baginda Rasulullah SAW

12 feb

what a relief.. the initial blood test clears all doubts.. i have no other symptoms other that lesions on the lower legs. the doc feel safe to let me out of the ward.. however, i will need to wait for the other blood test results.. the skin biopsy and renal test. please.. GOD.. make me well! hopefully nothing serious..

i was diagnose as having 'henoch schonlein purpura'. never heard of this.. its actually an inflammation of the blood vessels or systemic vasculitis.. other symptoms associated with the joint pains, abdominal pains.. some even kidney involvement. the main cause is unknown, but to some it may occur after some viral or bacterial infections.

now i'm waiting for the results.. feeling apprehensive to see the dermatologist..

so far.. most of my prayers were answered.. thank you ALLAH.. alhamdullillah for providing a safe journey for me.. so far..

11 feb..

i WAS that stubborn.. which inconvenienced my dear hubby.. thank u dear for being there.. for your patience, for understanding and concern.. for showing me you care.. i know action speaks louder than words.. which i always believe.

the docs's diagnosis... keeps my eyes swell with tears... inflammation, virus, sle, blood cells.. what could happen to me.. i can't imagine.. i will always hope and pray that all goes well. as what hubby says.. he is scared too, but we will have to accept.. how brave...

my darling,
thank u for today.. it won't be possible without u! your thoughtfullness and kindness mean alot to me.. i really appreciate it.. luv u!

doa seorang isteri

Ya Allah..Kau ampunilah dosa ku yang telah kuperbuat
Kau limpahkanlah aku dengan kesabaran yang tiada terbatas
Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental
Kau kurniakanlah aku dengan sifat keredhan
Kau peliharalah lidahku dari kata-kata nista
Kau kuatkanlah semangatku menempuhi segala cabaran Mu
Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan
Ya Allah…Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah pilihan Mu di Arash
Berilah aku kekuatan dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya
Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah suami yang akan membimbing tanganku dititianMu
Kurniakanlah aku sifat kasih dan redha atas segala perbuatannya
Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah bidadara untuk ku di Jannah Mu
Limpahkanlah aku dengan sifat tunduk dan tawaduk akan segala perintahnya
Sekiranya suami ku ini adalah yang terbaik untukku di Dunia Mu
Peliharalah tingkah laku serta kata-kataku dari menyakiti perasaannya
Sekiranya suami ku ini jodoh yang dirahmati oleh Mu
Berilah aku kesabaran untuk menghadapi segala kerenah dan ragamnya
Tetapi ya Allah…Sekiranya suami ku ini ditakdirkan bukan untuk diriku seorang
Kau tunjukkanlah aku jalan yang terbaik untuk aku harungi segala dugaanMu
Sekiranya suami ku tergoda dengan keindahan dunia Mu
Limpahkanlah aku kesabaran untuk terus membimbingnya
Sekiranya suamiku tunduk terhadap nafsu yang melalaikan
Kurniakanlah aku kekuatan Mu untuk aku memperbetulkan keadaanya
Sekiranya suamiku menyintai kesesatan
Kau pandulah aku untuk menarik dirinya keluar dari terus terlena
Ya Allah…Kau yang Maha Mengetahui apa yangterbaik untukku
Kau juga yang Maha Mengampuni segala kesilapan dan keterlanjuranku
Sekiranya aku tersilap berbuat keputusan
Bimbinglah aku ke jalan yang Engkau redhai
Sekiranya aku lalai dalam tanggungjawabku sebagai isteri
Kau hukumlah aku didunia tetapi bukan diakhirat Mu
Sekiranya aku engkar dan derhaka
Berikanlah aku petunjuk kearah rahmatMu
Ya Allah…Sesungguhnya aku lemah tanpa petunjukMu
Aku buta tanpa bimbingan Mu
Aku cacat tanpa hidayah Mu
Aku hina tanpa Rahmat Mu
Ya Allah…Kuatkan hati dan semangatku
Tabahkan aku menghadapi segala cubaanMu
Jadikanlah aku isteri yang disenangi suami
Bukakanlah hatiku untuk menghayati agama Mu
Bimbinglah aku menjadi isteri Solehah
Hanya pada Mu,Ya Allah…Ku pohon segala harapan
Kerana aku pasrah dengan dugaan Mu
Kerana aku sedar hinanya aku
Kerana aku insan lemah yang kerap keliru
Kerana aku leka dengan keindahan duniaMu
Kerana kurang kesabaran ku menghadapi cabaran Mu
Kerana pendek akal ku mengharungi ujian Mu
Ya Allah Tuhanku…….Aku hanya ingin menjadi isteri yang dirahmati
Isteri yang dikasihi
Isteri yang solehah
Isteri yang sentiasa dihati
Amin, Ya Rabbi Allamin…….

the beat

my darling,

feel the beat of my heart..

my heart will keep on beating just for you..

everything i do .. i do it for you..

look into my eyes, you will see
what you mean to me
search your heart, search your soul
and when you find me there, you'll search no more

dont tell me its not worth trying for
you cant tell me its not worth dying for
you know its true
everything i do, i do it for you

look into your heart, you will find
there's nothing there to hide
take me as i am, take my life
i would give it all, i would sacrifice

dont tell me its not worth fighting for
i cant help it there is nothing i want more
you know its true
everything i do, i do it for you

there's no love, like your love
and no other could give more love
there's nowhere unless you are there
all the time, all the way

dont tell me its not worth trying for
i cant help it there's nothing i want more
i would fight for your, i'd lie for you
walk the wire for you, ya i'd die for you

you know its true
everything i do, i do it for you....

what is life without the person you love? love you till eternity.. my proclaim of an undying love..

children

children .. they are the best gift that was given to me. the pillar of my life.. their existence give me great strength and direction.. i will always treasure every moment with them.